Seriously, things are so shit at the moment. Here is a list of all that's so far gone wrong for me:

-I lost everything on my computer, and worst of all my WMM project files and videos and my college work.
-Pictures from my dA account have been deleted, the ones that mean especially alot to me.
-I spent all of my birthday (19th November) crying my eyes out.
-Today I discovered my friend Matilda has a crush on me and I think she hates me because I love someone else.
-I've run out of my meds.
-I literally have no inspiratation at all.
-I haven't been attending my lessons at college because it scares me therefore despite my problems my idiotic tutor has put me on a disiplinary-programme, whatever the fuck that is.
-People who I need and want to talk to aren't online enough.
-My arms look a state with all the cuts and I have to wear long sleeves even if I'm too warm.
-And a fuck load of other shit...

Oh well, what do you guys think?