Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Procrastinator Kayla17/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 26 Deviations
329 Comments
12,268 Pageviews

I Hate Life

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:04 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Still Alive - Lisa Miskovsky
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Mirror's Edge Trailer
  • Playing: With my necklace
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Seriously, things are so shit at the moment. Here is a list of all that's so far gone wrong for me:

-I lost everything on my computer, and worst of all my WMM project files and videos and my college work.
-Pictures from my dA account have been deleted, the ones that mean especially alot to me.
-I spent all of my birthday (19th November) crying my eyes out.
-Today I discovered my friend Matilda has a crush on me and I think she hates me because I love someone else.
-I've run out of my meds.
-I literally have no inspiratation at all.
-I haven't been attending my lessons at college because it scares me therefore despite my problems my idiotic tutor has put me on a disiplinary-programme, whatever the fuck that is.
-People who I need and want to talk to aren't online enough.
-My arms look a state with all the cuts and I have to wear long sleeves even if I'm too warm.
-And a fuck load of other shit...

Oh well, what do you guys think?

deviantID

I am 17 years old, bi-sexual, and very shy. I love music, videogames, poetry, beautiful things, animals, and Rule of Rose. <3 My favourite bands are H.I.M and 16Volt. I am also a bit of a Dr. Hal Emmerich (Otacon MGS4) fangirl, and I think Kyrie from DMC4 is just gorgeous <3 I am a goth-emo-hippy-geek, apparantly xD and unfortunately for me I have bi-polar and PTSD, so if I don't act myself, that's why.

I am, according to what friends have said:

-Kind, poetic, warm, gentle, caring, soft, calming, comforting, beautiful (that's ceratainly not true), shy, timid, easily scared, fragile, highly affectionate, and when I want to be, a little crazy too xP I have been compared to Mikuru Asahina and Diana from Rule of Rose, along with a few others.

: : Pairings I love : :
♥♥Kat x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Dana x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Tsukimura x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Faith Connors x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Hal Emmerich x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Ville Valo x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Diana x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Jemima x Kayla♥♥
♥♥Daniella x Dana♥♥
♥♥Chikane x Himeko♥♥
♥♥Ville Valo x Bam Margera♥♥
♥♥Wendy x Diana♥♥
♥♥Chikane x Himeko♥♥

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: England
  • Interests: Rule of Rose, Haunting Ground, Clock Tower 3, Ico, Silent Hill, Yuri...
  • Favourite movie: Saw, Horror in general, Heavenly Creatures and Fingersmith
  • Favourite band or musician: 16 Volt, HIM, Mindless Self Indulgence and Slipknot, but there are lots of others I do like.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal/Gothic/Industrail
  • Favourite artist: Tsukimura
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kat (Kextia)
  • Favourite photographer: Patrick
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: ????
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anthing with Rule of Rose, Yuri, Ico, Silent Hill, or blood. But mostly Rule of Rose and Yuri.
  • Skin of choice: My own, thanks.
  • Favourite game: Rule of Rose, Clock Tower, Haunting Ground, Silent Hill, Ico, Shadow of the Colussus, Final Fantasy.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360 & PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Diana from Rule of Rose (She's not really a cartoon character)
  • Personal Quote: SMiLE! Nobody will know you're dying inside

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Webcam

Comments


:iconkextia:
I loveeeee youuuuu. ^^ :heart:
:iconkitty-kunoichi:
Thank you so much dear for the fave!! :hug:

--
I am a Fallen Angel whose wings were violently torn...


Help Stop The Wolf Massacre! [link]
:iconloone-wolf:
thanks for the fav ^^

--
-Roaming Alone-
:icondarknessofsadness:
Thanks for the favorite

--
".. I want to play a game."
:iconwowandwas:
thanks for the :+fav: ^^

--
Where wonders will, we witness with wanton willingness.
:iconogachi:
Thanks for the :+fav:!

--
Never Knows Best
:icondark-azoth:
I love you bunches!! :heart:

--
♥ Please support:
~ ♥ Riccardo x Dana ♥
~ ♥ Daniella x Dana ♥
~ ♥ Kayla x Dana ♥
~ ♥ James x Lexa ♥

♥My friends are mah life!! :blowkiss:!♥
:iconangelxkairi:
thanks for the :+fav: ^^

--
"I was born to remain empty"
<<CREAXION>>

"R.I.P. Kitty" :heart:

I'm the Black Cat with the Black Wings, Nya~

Site Map